Freedom in Silence

In my silence I hear noise;

The sound in my silence is piercing

The sound in my silence is distracting

I hear four sounds in my silence, in the distance; each one bringing its own level of anxiety ALONG with it

Not a physical attack on my hearing but loud on the inside of me

Although the threat was not physical, my reaction to it, was

In my silence, Sound was loud, so loud that it threatened the very essence of my soul, my sacred expression, my spiritual creativity, my blessed revelation, and my Divine CALL…

In my silence, Sound threatened my peace and stole my stillness

Sound STOLE my calm. While sound infiltrates my silence, I am speechless, unresponsive, expressionless, immobilized by it…

My sound is FEAR

When sound stole my silence I was shaken from the inside because my fear was deep within;

My FEAR exercises some control because he only moves when GOD SPEAKS something new & unfamiliar to me

FEAR jumps, he shakes, he rants and raves, he loses all control concerning MY change & MY transformation wreaking havoc on the very essence of my soul, my sacred expression, my spiritual creativity, my blessed revelation, and my Divine CALL…

In times of unknown, FEAR is awakened from his resting place; so he responds by sending a signal from my inner being up to my physical being telling me, advising me, warning me… to STAND DOWN!

 He signals my soul, by sending messages there and finally…In the physical, in the natural, I react by doing NOTHING

 Me…. “I” compromise the very essence of my soul, my sacred expression, my spiritual creativity, my blessed revelation, and my Divine CALL all because of FEAR

 I respond to FEAR as he warns me, taunts me, reminds me that I belong to him…FEAR

How do I break free…

Will you pray for me
I like Timothy, need a Paul to remind me that God has not given me a spirit of fear
And because God didn’t give it to me…I’ve decided that I don’t need it
I’ve decided that I don’t want it

For FEAR only comes to undermine the very essence of my soul, my sacred expression, my spiritual creativity, my blessed revelation, and my Divine CALL

So now, in my silence

I plead the blood of Jesus, over my calm
I plead the blood of Jesus, over my peace
I plead the blood of Jesus, over my deep and innermost parts
I plead the blood of Jesus, over the very essence of my soul, my sacred expression, my spiritual creativity, my blessed revelation, and my Divine CALL!!!!